Better
I should be better.
I would be better, but i don’t know how, or I dont have the courage, or I”m just really good atfailing.
If next time out on my bike i got side swiped by a truck and arrived at the pealry gates, i’d probably be saying “oh, i didn’t realise we started, well ok, i knew we had just i hadn’t properly started, sorry can we start again.”
maybe its due to our societies general outlook, i feel the whole world should revolve around me, yet find meaning in none of it.
I’d be happy with not being happy. Happiness is somewhat over rated, but i would mind being content, or free, Id love to be free.
Sometimes i wonder what drove certain decisions in my life.We rarely make descicions based on what will actually make us happy, what will make our lives simpler. We are so quick to shackle ourselves.
(PS that last paragraph is not about being married, my wife is fantastic and being with her was the best choice I could have made)
